This is my first blog, thanks to Corrie for "the pressure"Lol.
The last week has been out of the ordinary for me. There is so much going on. I've started taking Yoga and I will start taking step aerobic on Friday. I also started watching a 6 year old boy, Jordan ,after school for a few hours a day. He is a good kid and keeps himself occupied. Phillip also left today for Cali and wont be back until Sunday. I should be used to it by now but it's still a little hard even though it just for 4 or 5 days. Oh and as soon as Phillip gets back we are going to work on quitting smoking it will be a slow well thought out process but my quit day is March 16th 2009.
Wednesdays have become Audrey days. So today we went to the Zoo, came home ate, took a nap, then picked up Jordan. Then went to the park via wagon(got to have my exercise)and played. Then she got pick dinner so we ate pizza and played at home for a while. Needless to say Audrey days a long and exciting.
You know some times I find it hard to please everyone. When I try to make Phillip happy by doing the house wife thing. Keep Audrey happy by doing things with her that she enjoys. I Feel like I'm letting myself down. So some how I'm letting someone down. On top of that trying to add friends in to the mix I feel like I'm stretched to the point of breaking. So if any of you out there are my friends and you feel like I'm avoiding you and anything like that I'm not. I guess I just need to find a happy medium to make everyone happy. I have to confess that I am just now trying to get myself back to where there is some part of my life that is just mine. So we will see how I do with my transformation.
You're welcome for the pressure! :) I will make you a cute blog header if you send me some pictures you want on it and pick some colors or a theme!
ReplyDeleteHappy for the quit smoking decision. I can't imagine how hard that will be but you can do it! I will be praying for personal strength for you and more determination! :)